whats that over there?

maybe, just maybe things are on the up. it's not started yet but if God is as faithful as i'm really hoping he is then its all just below the surface. will be seeking Gods heart for me more over the next couple of weeks and hopefully when i come back off holiday i'll be ready to rock and roll....

huh?

1. Rudely awakened/awoken by the builders
2. Finally saw the last ever episode of Sex and the City
3. Met more nice people at BBQ
4. Commuted from Cheltenham to Sheffield on Monday morning
5. Stayed at work until 6pm on Monday
6. Nearly running out of shampoo
7. Desperately in need of a hair cut
8. Got invited out for food on monday, tuesday and wednesday (any volunteers for thursday and friday?)
9. Going to Morpeth on Sunday night
10. for good measure....need to go for a wee right now

Me, myself and me too....

Well, I would love ot say things are getting better but they're not really. I am still finding it really hard to hold on to, "I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you, and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future..." God may know - but I don't. Is the fact that God knows enough....hmmm not really. He plans to give me a hope and a future - but when, when do I get just the hope? I'm balancing on a pin head. If I wobble any more I'm going to fall of. If I stay very still then I'll be fine, but I'll start to get twitchy and achey and not be able to do that for long.

The other stupid thing is that I know God has a plan for me, I know its the best plan ever, even better than my plan for me - but I know this like I know the Earth revolves around the Sun. Other people have told me, I've not seen it for myself, but there does seem to be evidence for it being true. I just want to know and see it happen for myself.